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I don't know why I do it.

I read the words you wrote for me,

When we were still together.

The painful words and the truth.



I dont know how you do it,

still have power over me.

Make me feel insignificant.

It's been 9 months.

No change.



I still want you, for unknown reasons.

I sit alone and cry.

You have forgotten all about me,

and live your better life.



I thought it was serious,

everything we had.

I thought I found the man of my dreams.

Suddenly I woke up.



Now there is nothing. There is no one,

and I'm still me. Here alone, as always.

Crying over words you wrote for me.



And your memory still haunts me.

Why does it hurt so bad?

I was tought to be strong.

Inside I am sad.



I don't know how you do it,

make me love you so much.

9 months after the disaster.

I still cry.

Alone.



Only hours to travel, away from you.

We could have had it all.

'Til she eased your pain, and filled a void.

'Til there were no dreams left at all.



Then you blamed me, for the fighting.

And you were right, I'm insignificant am I not?

I can't imagine how bad this break-up would be,

if we had never fought.



It wasn't meant to be, and I know that,

but still a part of me inside,

is dying to know you love me

and that you never woke up....