My sweet side hates my sour side
My sour hates my sweet
Sometimes I hate myself so much
I wish I wasn't me
So I found new ingredients
To change my recipe
Replace the things I didn't like
So I'd taste differently
But somehow when I stirred in things
I though would make me greater
I accidently added too much
Artificial flavor
So I'm crying on the inside
While I'm smiling on the out
Pretending that I'm still okay
As life comes crashing down
Now my sweet side's disappeared
My sour could care less
I'm a fake, a fraud, not even God
Could help me fix this mess
I really hate who I've become
Though everyone else loves her
She's insecure, she's immature
I want to rise above her
But with the absence of sugar
And the overabundance of spice
My angel wings were clipped, I fell
And evil replaced the nice
My soul is sinking slowly
Into a deep abyss
I aimed to make me better
Its apparent that I missed
Please don't make the same mistake
Be happy with yourself
Don't ever wish to be like me
Or anybody else
My sweet side hates my sour side
My sour hates my sweet
This artificial flavor's
Ruined every part of me
Interesting take on life. Just thought I'd let you know :)
this poem is such a homehitter that it made me think, yes i have felt this way before, and it was a lovely piece..thanks for sharing this with us