RANTING - Sexuality.

i used to think that when you gave your virginity to someone that shit wasn't supposed to be with just anyone.

I used to think that when you have sex with someone your giving every inch of what you honestly own (considering it's the only thing you come into the world equipped with) and sharing completely because you "love eachothER"

I used to describe myself as... A upbeat Bisexual, who is blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah....

Mypoint isn't quite out there yet....
Everything that i Am is exactly how it's supposed to be, the thoughts i choose to entertain are my choice to entertain... what i am tryin to say is that nothing that i do... say... wear... fuck... read.... practice... "believe" is a true essence of what i am.

What i am is completely perfect. Filled out in every way that i am supposed to be.. just like everyone else. But people don't realize how they are entertaining their thoughts.. How they allow their mind to control what they become.. when they never become anything, but without themselves. They don't know what they are therefore they don't know how to spawn from the perfection that it is. Everyone.. you and me all alike, there is no difference. I am no better than anyone else.. nor am i worse. God has not blessed me more than he has blessed other people, i was given my experiences my life and my physical form for whatever purpose i am meant to fulfill or for whoever's heart i meant to meet. I am me. I am Andrea. I am what i am,

Is sexuality even real?
If you're a man and a woman and you like to have intercourse with the opposite sex, would being a "heterosexual" be of your true essence? is it really part of your purpose on earth? TO FIND YOUR TRUE SEXUALITY! i hardly think sexuality is important as far as statement. Why is it nessecary for us as alternates who aren't heterosexuals to classify ourselves different from them... are we really? No. we all like sex....
we just like different types.. so why then is it important to make sure we stand up and have pride for what kind of sex we like.... i can understand wanting to show pride for what you believe in and help others to stand up for themselves in sayin HI "I'm a Homosexual Of sorts."

But aren't we showing them that it's important to choose a sexuality in this society so that you can conform.. somewhere and fit in with others who feel like you do...
I'm not saying i'm not proud of liking both sexes..not at all..
I'm just saying... the potential connection between me and another "human" will be just that... must we define ourselves and our " personna" by the people we're attrached to.. or can't we just be people. Who are all perfect, because we're still with a heartbeat.. and instilled with the potential will to change the behavior of the mind/body....

Sexuality doesn't define me. Individuality doesn't define me. unique doesn't define me. The things i learned the things i seek are just that.. the things i seek to know. And i'm not the only person who knows what their worth is.... Others sometimes place their worth above other peoples'. But we are all in the same boat.. it's called earth. And we share it.. and the point is different for everyone, but yet all the same.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I came to the conclusion, that since I am completely whole without any physicalities, that means the sexuality has nothing to do with the true essence of who i am.

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Wow, that right there is amazing. At first I wasn't going to read it, because it seems so long. But after reading the first couple sentances, it looked interesting. I like how you ststed your "conclusion" it rocks out loud. Awesome piece...