There's a sadness in me
And I can't get it out
I keep searching
For the things I can't live without
But the searching is never ending
And the struggle trys my strength
When the day is over
I lie in bed awake
Dreaming of a time
When all my hurt is gone
And that I can go to bed at night
And not cry all night long
Sorrow I can handle
Broken dreams I cannot
When will someone sweep me away
To the dreams I have sought
Though I'll never know what I truly want
And make many mistakes every day
I will never lose my dreams
Or let them fade away
For I will persue my dreams
So I may live them someday.
I have felt like I’ve been missing something from the beginning as well. Unlike you I decided that I would not find it no matter how hard I looked. I had this dream and what was missing was in this dream, except I couldn’t see it really. It was just an outline, a shadow. I finally found it though. It just came to me one day out of the blue. Then that night I had the same dream and I could finally see what it was. I finally feel whole. I hope that you can find the things that occupy your dreams.