it hurts so much to be alone,
even when i'm surrounded by friends,
i'm drowning in a sea of desperateness,
i fear will never end,
all the love i give seems to be unwanted,
and my loneliness continues to grow,
hurt seeps out of my pitiful self,
and the tears continue to flow,
sometimes i wonder if why i'm pushed away,
is because i love too much,
yet as i try and go along each day,
i think maybe i don't love enough,
i die a little inside each day,
but no one seems to care,
i have to ask myself everyday,
who is it i really want there?
and the more i look around,
the deeper the thorns dig into me,
everywhere i see people being loved, unasked,
but when i want it, it never seems to be free