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Poetry My feelings for you are so complicated,
They’re nothing like they seem,
The hatred and the love,
It all seems like a dream,
Sometimes I feel like you loved me,
But then I see the fate,
We must be falling apart,
But I guess it is our fate,
Because we were never friends,
And you never really cared,
I don’t think you ever noticed,
All the times I tried to be there,
And did you ever love me?
For who I really was?
Or were you just using me?
And didn’t worry because,
You knew I was weak,
And you were way to strong,
Our relationship was crumbling,
I know it was all wrong,
For some reason I wanted you more,
I felt I needed to show,
That I could control my feelings,
Though our love would never grow,
You love was so addictive,
Your kiss was my desire,
But it was like a disaster,
And spread like wildfire,
Tearing apart everything,
That happened to cross its path,
Destroying the few great moments,
In all its terrible wrath,
Yet I needed your approval,
And the taste of your kiss,
I didn’t think it would ever,
Turn into all of this,
I was ignorant to the feeling,
That I was being used,
And even more to the fact,
That I was being abused,
I had ignored all of the sadness,
I wouldn’t listen to my friends,
I refused to take their advice,
And it was coming to an end,
It isn’t really much help,
When now you apologize,
Because I know what you were doing,
And I’ve become more wise,
I don’t think I’ll ever forget,
But I’m willing to forgive,
If we could just start over,
In happiness we might live.
~ Dedicated to Jared Matthew Epler ~
