crouched, arms around knees
the tide tugs at something within me
the shore stretches endlessly
the ocean laps gently at my feet
I am humble before it
this is how you find me, your child
as I long for a further shore
You are not alone...
my soul stirs
But I am alone...
confused and afraid
I ask for my pain to be taken
and alternately (shamefully) that my life be taken...
I am tired... your child is tired...
Eyes shut tight, arms holding tighter, body shaking, self frighteningly intact
Be with me, please, be with me...
I cannot keep the tears from falling,
as the child who never cried for herself at last begins to do so...
If you dug any deeper....we would see the earth's crusts.