Deep, dark feelings and thoughts
Things meant only for paper and pen,
- sometimes not even.
My spirit is in pain;
almost physical, this feeling of betrayal.
Words - written only to express the deepest thoughts of the mind,
written in a moment of intense feeling,
written for the sole purpose of giving order to my frantic thoughts -
were looked upon, read, thought about, processed -
by another mind.
A physical blow, almost, to me.
No, my mind silently shouts in terror. No! Please, tell me it isn't so.
To a spirit so fragile and sensitive already,
this blow is too great to handle.
No more shall my pen so readily trust the paper.
No more
No more
"Run and hide/to the corners of your mind/like a nobody nowhere"
I tremble and shake and cry,
exposed,
worse than being physically so
so much worse
No more
No more shall my pen so readily trust
no more
no more
The blow is too great
I tremble, shake, and cry
No more
No more!
run and hide
to the corners of your mind
no more!
no more!
Worse than being physically exposed
no more!
no more!
Revealed, bare, exposed
No more!
Exhausted, tired, weak.
WOW I HAVE
BEEN THRU THAT
BEFORE TO AND
IT WAS TOUGH TO .