Help me

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fake it

Please i need your help, all i do is wish and pray,

Tears building in my eyes feeling theres o other way

I don't wish to die in pain, tears and solitude,

but that's all i feel, nothin's changed my mood

I thought that i was happy every thing would be ok

but it was never gone, instead something blocked its way

It found a little crack and crept back to my soul

Now i'm feeling hoplessness again i lose control

I don't want to die this way please don't let it take me now

I want to be ok again but i just don't know how

I'm begging for my life, i don't want to leave alone

but my soul is broken and my heart already blown

I'm terrifed and scared, i don't want to do this task

but someone's hiding me, deep under a mask

Please he has my hand, he's taken my control

He's eating me alive, stabbing at my soul

I don't want to be alone, I don't wanna feel this pain

I don't want to cry this water leaving a bloody stain

I don't want to shake in fear, begging for a breath

But my only escape seems to be my death...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is about 5 months old or more..i became extremely depressed and well...

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:(

depression is the worst! it is hard enough to live with how aweful it makes you feel, but then you get people who don't get it, tell you to get over it, or go on and on about attention seeking. I really wish the world would get over it and start seeing how hard depression can be and how much we all need to lean on each other if we want depression to stop claiming lives. I hope your depression has been kinder to you then this poem makes it sound.

 

There is a really good video you might find inspiring, its a teen talking about depression

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3yqXeLJ0Kg

 

thanks for the share


Much Love

Ashley