Letting Go

Rememberance of the past,

Empty, Cold and frightening.

I still begged and pleaded,

"Please, Please Love me!"

Only to hear the silence of your black heart,

The screaming of your discusting mouth,

the life and breath taking choke,                                                                                                                                                                                              of your metaphorically weak yet strong demon hands.

Was it ever real?

Or did I just not know what true love felt like yet?

Ten years of my life dedicated to you,

While you stuck your dick in every Tiffany, Alice and God knows who.

I refuse to regret any of my choices in life,

But if I had a do over,

I would have never been your wife.

All of that being said,

And our connection completely dead.

 

I now can forgive,

And free my bitter heart.

I can now be loved like I deserve and have an open heart.

Once I love that part never dies,

Loving eternally,

I'll send you Love and light.        

 

P.S. Thank you for giving me the best gift ever our amazing sons.        

Author's Notes/Comments: 

WOW, I feel better. This has been a long time coming thank you for allowing me to release.

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You go Girl!

I know how you feel! I love it!!


♡Love my babies♡Niklas + Stephan❤ My journey has only began and yet, I get to enjoy it with my boys and my boy friend who inspires me more than he knows. 

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Thank you. This was powerful

Thank you. This was powerful for me.