Lost in "love?"

 

      A loud crack,

    

      Darkness ensues.

 

      Fear fills my being.

 

      Where am I, Who am I?

 

      This surely isn't me,

 

       Wrapped ever so delicately in the deceivers blanket.

 

        "You shouldn't drink so much, I found you on the floor."

 

        His tainted tongue spews.

 

        Wink, Wink... Metaphorically high fiving himself,

 

        Perfect deception!

 

        Why does all that I am hurt?

 

        MOM, DAD?

 

        Can you hear me?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             I'm not sure i'm light anymore.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         I hate who I've become in my painful non-existance.

 

        Rememberance feels like a faint film strip,

 

        Black and white and edited by my mind.

 

        As if in slow motion,

 

        It flashes in my blind eye.

 

        Why do I feel so alone?

 

        Spirit boldly declares,

 

        "Open your heart and allow us to love you."

 

        

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is a time when I allowed a relationship with a man become more important than a relationship with spirit and creator.

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Great Love Write

Enjoyed the images, especially the "high five". Neat style. ~allets~