In this vast state of euphoria
My mind can focus only on one thing
Or maybe it would be better described as a being
I can see that everyone is moving around me
And my eyes are drawn to the other room
Something in it sparks a memory
My attention is concentrated on what I can see
And my vision includes you and me
I remember that night
When you planned on saying Goodbye
And we had one last entwined moment
It was sad, yes
But it had to be said
And we had to go our seperate ways
But when you went home all I could hear was screaming
And so I rushed to your room and pounded on the door
But you wouldn't let me in anymore
"I loved you, I only loved you."
I can hear you screaming over the music
But I don't love you anymore
And there are no feelings left for me to exhibit
Because my heart is cold and numb dear
I hope you could only understand
Yet you opened your door
And opened your arms
And I found myself lying on your bed
Whispering sweet nothings into your head
Isn't this the mans job?
Or am I too jaded to feel
I cradled you to sleep and left before the morning came
That's how we parted
And that's how we stayed
Me, always re-assuring you and coming to the rescue
And you just slipping away
I'm sorry that it had to end this way.
And later that night when I was sleeping on someone's floor
I'm not sure whom's but I know it was someone's
My eyes clouded over and
I held back a tear
I wanted to cry and I wanted to run away
I just wanted to go back to that day
And take back every wrong thing that I said
But you can't change the past
It's already said and done
This will be one of my largest regrets
But the coldness says that it's glad everything happened.
And I guess deep down I agree.
:( Eeeeevvvvveeeee. Stop writing sad stufffff.
i love this poem :) well done its a gooden