After he leaves for work
Rush to the mirror and raise a hand to your face
Affectionately trace your hand across the bruises
And wash away any stray blood
He loves you with his fist dear
And you don't know how to escape
The tears at night are building up
And the flood gates are about to open
Release your hate through them
No one will listen to you cry
And I can assure you that there is no happy ending
So just huddle in a corner and rock yourself to sleep
Sing yourself a lullaby of promises he said he'd keep
Those promises were never kept
And he never intended them to be
He just used you darling
Don't you realize that yet?
Every thing he said to you was dripping with deceit
He feeds you sweet empty lies with his intoxicated tongue
You're forced to wait on him hand and foot
And to clean the house and to take care of a baby
He's just a man dear, and he doesn't understand
You can't put up with the abuse much longer
The bruises sting and they want you to say goodnight
Run up to the baby and give her a bath
Hold her one last time before you say goodbye
Clean her up and put her in her crib
Sing her your favorite song, one last time
And when you walk down the stairs you hesitate
But it's too late to back out, no you can't escape now
You're heading for his office
And you finally reach your target
Step up to the case and pick your favorite weapon
Your hands linger and try to decide
(Pick the rifle love, it will paint the walls prettier than the hand gun)
Raise it to your head and stammer out goodbyes
Pull the trigger and the lies vanish
Blood spattered on the walls write out your epitaph
"Lovely Mother, said she'd never hurt another. All she wanted was the best. Husband beat her, and her Daddy couldn't see her, for her Husband kept her locked in the nest. She had a baby, thought she could save her marriage. But sadly she was wrong. All of his lies and all of her troubles have built up, and it's time for her to say so long."
Tragedy strikes the town
And the baby squirms in its crib
It begins to cry, bye bye Mommy
I'll never forget the night you died.
Awesome poem. So heart felt and amazing. Out of about 10 of yours that I read, this one stand out as my hands down favorite.