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Aren't I pretty as I watch the world go by
Aren't I pretty bingeing then purging
Aren't I pretty when I bleed
Aren't I pretty?

Who are we kidding, I never was pretty
And that's why I've never been pursued
And all my pursuits have been fruitless.
I don't blame anyone but myself, I see that
There's nothing about me worth having.

But still, if you want, you can have me.
You can degrade, abuse and use me
As you please, whatever it takes to
Bring you pleasure, I'll suck in that pain
And hold on as long as you tell me.
My self-hate might as well do someone
Some good. When we're done I can stay
Or you can tell me to get the fuck out
And I'll leave I'll do whatever you say.

I'm constantly thinking of ending
My life, so use me, enjoy me
While I'm still around.