as the light slowly dims
and my voice slowly fails
the all too familiar heartbreak slowly
seeps in through the cracks in my shield.
My mind is awake and it races ahead
my heart threatens to break
my stomach clenches with dread.
his eyes won't open, they seem super glued shut.
his breath is uneven and movement seems unlikely
i feel his forehead, tenderly kiss his lips
he feels like an iceberg so i try to warm him
i start to feel dizzy,
and i think this can't happen to us
this can't be real. it's not true.
it's a lie
it's a lie.
his heart is slowing down
like a blow to my own chest
he can't say a word
i don't know his pain
this can't be his last breath.
his breathing is shallow, he's dying inside
please someone tell me, is he going to die?
i try to deny it, to say he's alive
i feel for a pulse
i think he just died
my heart seems to explode
carrying away my will to live
tears fill my sight
i'm blinded within
I felt such a saddness in this piece, It was beautifully written.