THE DAYS HAVE GONE FAST
A FIZZY BLUR
THAT I CANNOT DECIPHER
I DO NOT REMEMBER
WHEN I GOT SO OLD
GOT SO DISTANT
FORGOT MY CHILDHOOD
WHO I USED TO BE
HOW DID I LOSE SO MUCH WITHOUT KNOWING?
OR REALISING THE EMPITINESS IN MY HEART
WHERE AM I GOING
I DO NOT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE
I LOST MY DIRECTION
LOST TRACK OF TIME
I HAVE FALLEN DOWN
AND I CANNOT SEEM TO GET BACK UP
BECAUSE MY WILL TO FIGHT
LEFT WHEN I REALISED HAPPY ENDINGS DO NOT EXIST
Clarity Happened
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I know the meaning of living. I earned this knowing hard. There is hapoiness under the crud we collect. Scrape off, happiness is at the bottom. Reassure then restore, the end has laughter and joy!