I want you
Even though I hurt you
Rejected you
Caused you pain
I want you
Even though I broke you
Played with your emotions
Made you feel unworthy of love
I want you
Even though I act like I don't need you
Covering up my regret
For causing you to fall into depression
I want you
Even though I see hatred in your eyes
For my past mistakes
Of shattering your heart
I want you
Even though you've moved on
Found someone who loves you
Who cares about you
I want you
Even though I don't have the right to love you anymore
My heart still yearns for you
My first love
This is similar to my
This is similar to my experience, decades ago, but expresses it much better than I could.
J-Called