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I'm so sorry that it scares you
My dark ways
I love you so
But it's hard to change
It's all I've known for so long
Please understand, I need these things
It keeps me that happy girl
The one that you fell for
If I didn't write it down, or draw it on paper
My poor morbid mind might act on these thoughts
I've been through alot
In my short sixteen years on earth
From my horrid family
To few abusive friends
I've had my share of violence
It's a scary thing
To have your own two parents
Fight over every little thing
I've been through more than many
But less then seldom few
I've hurt myself to many times
Both my physcie and physical self
I've had my share of cuts and bruises
Mostly caused by you know who
Not many people get me
Seldom understand
The pain
The torture
Of being like I am
All I ask is that you please understand
And please forgive me because I cannot change
It's who I am, It's all I know
I need your help
For you to be with me is nearly enough
Just to help me understand why I need to go on
Be my tourniquet
Stop my bloodshed