It's Him, No It's Me

I'm tired of waiting on him to decide if he wants me

I'm over dreaming of just what this could be

I'm done with the nights laying in bed just to cry

I'm tired of tears and sadness I wait as they dry

I'm sick of being happy for only a day or two

I'm lonesome and heartbroken what am I to do?

I'm sick of all my lyrics and emo. poems that rhyme

I'm trying not to cry as I type this line

I'm feeling really to blame and It really sucks

Because I finally had someting that acutaually stuck

So here it goes again another one in the trash

I take the blame I gave up the first place trophe to be last!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Feb. 6, 2009
Way to go girl. Yep I did it again. I should have left well enough alone, but I couldn't do that I had to pry we were happy... and I was truly happy but you know it's the circle of life you live you learn you get luves :)... on a more serious note I really do love him and I think I may have just messed up the best thing that has ever happened to me... What ever life comes whit a  price maybe my goal in life is to seek happiness for others as opposed to finding true happiness for myself????
One day... it will be my turn!

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its really a gooood to read it and i went through your other poems and inspired alot...and will be doing comments on other tooo...hope you go through my poems to be a good poetess friend ...

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its good piece of yours and hope you keep writing on and on... like your style of doing poems... and inspiring ...hope you go through my poems too and comment...I with 6 published book

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thank you

thank you for your comments i have not been on for a while due to lfe....i appreciate all of the positivity i will try to make more time for the site thank you again