The pain she feels inside
She is in an endless ride
Her empty soul
Has been eating by furies whole
How can she ever feel the way she did before
She doesn’t remember how it felt
She seems to forget more
Every minute that goes by
She feels worthless, she wants to die
To have the guts to say goodbye
To this world that passed her by
Her scars remind her everyday
Of the pain that will never change
Even when she stopped hurting herself
She still feels in hell
The hurting will hurt
Till her last day on earth
She will never overcome the pain she feels
She doesn’t know how long she has to deal
With all the darkness within her
How much longer will she stand?
She is holding on a thin strand
She can’t cope anymore
She can’t smile like before
She is looking in the mirror hating her reflection
Everything needs correction
She doesn’t want perfection
Just love and affection
But she is ugly for that
Who would accept her?
She is unattractive and fat
Her people say they love her
But they never noticed the pain
Maybe she doesn’t speak
But her eyes are dead and weak
They never saw her begging eye
They are blinded by her lie
But if they really loved her they would’ve known
And who knows is busy on their phones
She is crying for help
She just wants to rest
Forever her pain will last
She wants to be known in the past
Because she wants to give her last breath
To the warmth of greeting death
She is so close to her ending
She is done with pretending
She is looking in the mirror
I am seeing death nearer.
Keep your head up
I absolutley love your poem! I can really feel the heart behind it.
I can see you are really hurting, and i know it doesnt feel like it will ever get any better, but trust me it does.
Ps: keep your head up. you are amazingly talented.
Thank you very much! I won't
Thank you very much! I won't stop believing that it hopefully will get better. Thank you x