81205 3-27-06

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Torn into pieces

Nine years seem gone

I feel like shit

What the fuck happened

Crying forever

Much more then a river

I can't stand this shit

Why did this happen

I'm just sitting here

Crying all the time

Lost at this feeling

The pain far too much

The once butterflies in my stomach

Are not knifes in my bank

When I hear your voice

That's what I feel

My heart ripped out

Stepped on with spiked boots

Yeah right that'd be heaven

To this hell I feel from this abuse



Why the fuck did you do this to us!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Lost love, does true love actually exist. I honestly don;t know anymore. Hard to change what I think, and this managed to change what I believe....happy endings must not exist

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Nick, this poem is pretty much my favorite.
It expresses so much emotion. Even if you think things are going bad, just hold your head up high, heavy heart.
I'm always here for you.

"Lost love, does true love accually exist. I honestly dont know anymore. Hard to change what I think, and this managed to change what I believe....happy endings must not exist."
Happy endings exist only if you were hard enough for that happy ending. Even when you crash and burn, you need to build back up from the ashes, like a Phoenix. And true love exists, where you are least likely to ever find it. It's one of those mysteries in life that some points pass you by.
Just remember, what I said before. I'm here, always will be, never have necessarily went away.