Why the hell is no one listening
Can't you hear my screams
Why do you claim I am never there for you
When all I do is care
I always try to help everyone
Friend or enemy
Yet I am left in despair
No one seems to understand me
Everyone always gives up on me
I guess I see there point
What the fuck is the point
Of trying to help a helpless soul
Who can't even help himself
I don't deserve anyone
I don't deserve my own life
All I deserve is to sit in my room
Crying every fucking night
Oh wait that does happen
Every fucking night
Sit in my room and cry
Alone in the dark
Try to blast music
To drive out my sounds
Only to drown in my own tears
No one knows how I fucking feel
No one ever cares enough to drop everything
To drop everything and help me
They figure they can help me when they are ready
Not when I need it
Even though I help them every second
I'm sick of everyone shit
I'm falling with no one to catch me
No one cares if I live
People say they would die without me
Yet they have said that to others and live
After they have long passed away
I don't know what the fuck the point of this is
I just thought I'd let everyone know
That I am being tore apart inside
And I feel as if no one cares anymore
wow, that poem almost made me want to cry and you should know I cried when Simba died and that was it. I'm a heartless person yeah. Anyways, but to think of yourself that way isn't right, Nick. You were saying you don't deserve anything, when you are one of the nicest guys I know. You deserve the world, and I wish I could give it to you, but after looking at somethings on your page and another's, you already have someone to do that for you.
Nick you know I care about you and i would call more often if i could ive been bussy latly but u should know my # if you need someone to talk to ..love yah nick and trust me i understand how you feel your not the only one who ever feels like that....oh ...why did you slap paul afteryou found out we kissed..i thought it was probably funny ..love ccg
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