HOLEs by dfx
I find myself at the bottom of a cold and lonely hole
The darkness that surrounds me reaches through, to the very center of my soul
Unable to pull out, to climb from this life shattering abyss
For its your spirit, your beauty, your very essence that I miss
There are at times a passer-by
but none want to stop to peer down into the gloom
As I waste away down in this black place, this unforgiving self made tomb
I sit staring blankly and think, with a certain degree of insanity
If I had dug this fucking hole, I could dig others
Please excuse my use of profanity
I could dig holes to define how much I miss not having you around
You would always be reminded as I'd have holes dug up all over town
Holes for regret, There would be so damned many
Of this kind of hole I wonder, have you been digging any
I may have to dig shallow for all the things that have gone wrong
It would go on for miles I'm afraid
Lord knows it would be so very long
To display how much you really mean to me, just one hole wouldnt do
I'd dig both night and day
Until I had dug a thousand, maybe even two
And to express how deep my love is for yoy
Why, if given the chance I'd forever be digging
I would be your digging fool
But right now I am trapped down in here, left alone
Your thoughts that I'll simply fade away
But I need you, I need you to need me too
Its in your heart I need to stay
There is one hole I will gladly dig
Never would I feel the least bit blue
That hole could begin right here
And lead me forever to be beside you
I really love the imagery and
I really love the imagery and hope you expressed emptiness was refreshing and unique! The way the lines were broken were interesting because they made me pause and emphasize certain points. So lovely in all it's majestic sadness. :)
~Soul