Suicide Intentions

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Mistaken happiness
Mistaken apologies
Mistaken for hiding tears
Mistaken for the hidden smile underneath

Hidden behind a shield of worries
Trapping everything within' myself
Torturing thing's that felt surreal
Praying of mercy as I take the jump

Different techniques to hide emotions
For the seen to be left unseen
You may hear a laugh
You may see a smile
All is an act to fool others

My utmost forgiveness
My utmost apology
Sick from within' you see nothing
But a soul betrayed from the life she lives
Living a world where everything is hidden
Preventing a hurt felt from within'

Taken by depression
Taken by hatred
Taken by the eyes that cry
Bleeding from the jump of sadness
Into suicide intentions

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A Bad Time of my Life where my POEM SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. Its not something to be elaborated on, just that I've had my Suicidal phases when I was younger.

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Jesster's picture

Loved the read. Sounds like

Loved the read. Sounds like me. ;) Though I'm not suicidal, I have those kinds of dark thoughts from time to time.


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Dark_Scorpion's picture

Loved the read. Sounds like

Much thanks!
I used to get really bad thoughts on it but now they come not so frequently.


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