Mistaken happiness
Mistaken apologies
Mistaken for hiding tears
Mistaken for the hidden smile underneath
Hidden behind a shield of worries
Trapping everything within' myself
Torturing thing's that felt surreal
Praying of mercy as I take the jump
Different techniques to hide emotions
For the seen to be left unseen
You may hear a laugh
You may see a smile
All is an act to fool others
My utmost forgiveness
My utmost apology
Sick from within' you see nothing
But a soul betrayed from the life she lives
Living a world where everything is hidden
Preventing a hurt felt from within'
Taken by depression
Taken by hatred
Taken by the eyes that cry
Bleeding from the jump of sadness
Into suicide intentions
Author's Notes/Comments:
A Bad Time of my Life where my POEM SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. Its not something to be elaborated on, just that I've had my Suicidal phases when I was younger.
Loved the read. Sounds like
Loved the read. Sounds like me. ;) Though I'm not suicidal, I have those kinds of dark thoughts from time to time.
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Loved the read. Sounds like
Much thanks!
I used to get really bad thoughts on it but now they come not so frequently.
~*~ [ Blessed Be ] ~*~