When all illusion seems real

As the day goes by,
Its start to change.
Although this changes cant be seen,
It can be feel within me.
Lifes is stirring up,
Feelings is mixing round,
Studies is juggle about.
Friends is all around,
But why do i feel so alone?
Quiet as it seems,
Calm as it looks.
But inside of me,
Wars and rampage is going on!
The old battle isn't over,
And the new battle has arise.
Holding it down wasn't easy.
Nor was it to maintain the peace.
Struggling to survive wasn't an easy thing to do.

As the days goes by,
Time slowly swallowed my feelings.
Bit by Bit,
I can no longer feel anything.
My heart is numb,
Its handicapped.
I can no longer differentiate between happy and sad,
And angry and bored.
Cause my heart slowly die,
When so much have happen.

Time can no longer heal me.
The wounds i have are too many to be counted.
I'm gone,
Just like that.
Before you can say or imgine anything.

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:( this poem is very sad, it

:( this poem is very sad, it feels like plumitting into a deep depression that one cannot pull themself out of.

I hope you don't still feel this way and that things turn around for you

thanks for the share


Much Love

Ashley

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Hey Ashley, Thank you for

Hi Ashley,

Thank you for reading. Do not worry. :D my poems are just my inspiration and what i see from everywhere. Some are my personal feelings and some are of my friends.

:D

Sharalyn

running_with_rabbits's picture

:) well I hope whoever it is

:) well I hope whoever it is that is feeling this sad finds a way out of their darkness


Much Love

Ashley

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Yeah, she will. :D

Yeah, she will. :D definitely. She is a strong girl :D

Sharalyn

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:)

Just keep reminding her she is


Much Love

Ashley