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I tell myself

"Im strong"

"I can do it"

"Just keep going"

 

But can I do it?

Can I stay strong?

The pain builds up

I wanna scream

Scream

Shout

Let it out

But I cant do it

Without it hurting too much

Without too much pain

Without doing something wrong

CanI stay strong?

Can I keep going?

I know Im going to break

Sooner or later

Will it be sooner or later though

The scars on my arm

They're finally fading into nothing

But the pain doesn't fade though

They pain stays

 

I keep telling myself

"I'll stay strong"

"I'll keep going"

"I wont cut"

 

Haha

But when am I going to tell myself:

"Quit lying to yourself" ?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

So its been a whole year since my last major cutting :) Im getting better and better at controlling myself and learning how not to cut in even the worst case scenarios!!!!Tongue Out

 

But how long will this success last? With the pain building up, how long will I last? Yell Undecided

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Ceeclod's picture

 yo really nice poem :)

 yo really nice poem :)

nightlight1220's picture

No title? :-)   

No title? :-) 

 


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

Daniie_Nicole's picture

Haha yeah I couldnt think of

Haha yeah I couldnt think of a title Tongue Out