I am chained here, bound to loss;
finding my way through this darkened threshold,
heart so bleak and dead,
even Death stops to watch me suffer.
If there is a heaven or hell
I know neither will have me.
This love so torn
a tragic void
thrown away
nothing lasts, not true love
not you and not I.
If I can't reach paradise, then what's heaven for?
I wish for your warmth,
instead I get cold
I want you to see me,
instead you see nothing.
If I could pull the trigger to my head
perhaps I would,
but would you see the blood spilling?
Or would it fall on dead eyes?
All this is because of you.
Raging wars, tortured souls, maybe suicide.
I know what I must do;
If I can't have you, then why should they.
Silver bullet, black roses, your funeral will be infamous;
mine will be oblivious.