Istanbul, I’m lost again.
This time abroad, without a friend.
You’ve taken and shaken what little faith,
Torment and torture inside my face,
Where will I seek reflection so far from home?
Wander your streets and search for known.
I am myself, but some different
Your air and sea is not content.
Noise and noise inside my head,
You have no remorse as if I am dead.
Your heart is cold and mine is gone
The hug feels like I don’t belong
And I’m confused
What is your love?