The first time I said "I love you", I couldn't help but cry because of the pain I would eventually have to endure further down the road
My toxic tears quickly flooded our feelings for each other, and in our veins the poison perpetually flowed
The last time I said "goodbye", I couldn't help but sigh because the weight had finally been lifted off of my shoulders and I felt as free and peaceful as a dove
Emancipating our relationship and detonating our dreams was supposed to ease the pain and liberate the heartache of falling in love
Love isn't something you forget
It's something similar to brushing your teeth or riding a bike
Setting my paper heart on fire and using the infernal flame to light my cigarette
Selfishly leaving the one I love for the one I merely like
And no, heartache isn't something you forget
It's something that can be compared to the pledge of allegiance or reciting a daily prayer
Living my life in the past draws true parallels to living my life in shame and regret
Pondering on all the mistakes I've made and all that could have been, for my broken heart will never repair
...Our bloodstained bliss will be buried and our atrocious animosity will aglow
Holding onto hate and heartache, letting love and loyalty forever go...
The first time you said "I love you too", you couldn't help but unleash a battle cry because of the pain and loneliness you would eventually confront further down our mistaken path
Your acid ocean of toxic tears tragically drowned our dependence for each other and left us alone to sink in the corrupted quicksand of our own atrocious aftermath
The last time you said "farewell", you couldn't help but kiss the grotesque ground and smile at the sinful skies above
Forfeiting our future and surrendering our salvation we assumed would abolish the anguish and eradicate the heartache of falling in love
Love isn't something you forget
It's something similar to killing one's confidence or a breach of trust
I grab the rusty razorblade and on my wrist I write your name while on my soul I trace your satanic silhouette
Egoistically eliminating the one I love for merely the one I lust
And no, heartache isn't something you forget
It's something that can be compared to another day, another shade of gray
A robot reciting "I love you" is as repetitive and emotionless as a chastised child reiterating the alphabet
Contemplating on all the question marks and wondering why the rights went so wickedly wrong, for we can never rewind to and relive yesterday
...Two soul mates will separate and unbreakable bonds will be annihilated as friend forever transforms into foe
Holdfast to hopeless heartstrings and heartache, letting true love perpetually go...
i love this poem