I've never felt so alone
I want to disappear
Find another love and home
Somewhere far away from here
The fire only makes us cold
Flying too close to the sun
My heartstrings and hope I will helplessly hold
Rewinding back to day and square one
My shadow follows me on the sidewalk
The only true friend by my side
My mouth is open but refuses to talk
Keeping a still tongue as sharp as a sword and swallowing my pride
My left hand holds a shiny silver key
Perhaps it's the ticket to your precious heart
A simple request, "Will you forever be with me?"
A simple reply, ripping my dreams and future viscously apart
I'm running around in a frigid figure eight
Ending up right back to where I was once before
Arriving to my destination only to be greeted by a locked grotesque gate
Noticing the barb wire fence and the "do not enter" sign boldly posted on your front door
The skies are showcasing their deepest and most splendid shades of gray
Our souls proudly wear a shade even grayer
Wishing for tomorrow to be a brighter and more promising day
As I helplessly send out another unanswered prayer
The ice only burns and melts our arid eyes
Shedding another toxic tear
Giving birth to despair as our bliss permanently dies
A death full of desolation and a life full of fear
I've never been so alone
Our relationship is beyond redemption and our souls we can no longer save
The fire turns to frost and our hearts perpetually turn to stone
As we spend our last moments together desolately digging each others' graves
woah...all i can say, you left a writer speechless with this poem...