THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS.

You met her in a field
beyond her house
during summer recess
that last one

 

before you both left
school for good
you'd walked
from the big wooden gate

 

by hedgerows
where birds sang
and flew out
pass you

 

sky blue
as if Monet
had been at work
my mother thinks

 

we've been doing things
she said
things?
you said

 

you know what I mean
she said
a steam train
passed by

 

over by the far hedge
we have
you said
I know and you know

 

but I don't want her
thinking we have
Judy said
you frowned

 

the white
and grey smoke
from the train
puffed

 

into the sky
so it's a kind of
knowledge thing?
 you said

 

who's to know
and who isn't?
some people matter
she said

 

especially her
I’ll never hear
the last of it
if she thinks

 

we have
the grass was dry
and the earth hard
your shoes had seen better days

 

so we're here
in a field
where she could
possibly see us

 

and you're worrying
that she thinks
we have done things?
Judy sighed

 

and looked back
at the house
surrounded by fields
she's probably watching now

 

she said
following our movement
you looked back too
hands in the pockets

 

of your blue jeans
has she binoculars?
you said
not that I know

 

Judy said
doesn't matter
she has eyes
like a hawk

 

how are you
going to convince
we haven’t
done things?

 

you asked
she looked away
from the house
and sat on the grass

 

with you following
she sat cross legged
pulling the skirt
over her knees

 

spoilsport
you said
shouldn't look
didn't get a chance

 

too slow
she said
getting old
you smiled

 

I’m 14 like you
if that's too old
I'm Monet's aunt
she laughed

 

this isn't
solving the problem
she said
there isn't a problem

 

you said
just a matter
of perception
or not

 

as the case
is meant to be
what do you mean?
she said

 

your mother thinks
we have
and we have
yet you want her

 

not to think that
you replied
yes that's right
Judy said

 

maybe she wants
to think that
you said
why should she?

 

Judy asked
maybe she doesn't trust me
you said
she doesn't

 

Judy said
but she should trust me
you nodded
I see what you mean

 

so she should trust you
not to do such things
even when you have?
you said

 

it's the thought
that counts
she said
she put her hands

 

each side of her
on the grass
you could see
her cleavage

 

where her
blouse buttons
gave a little
yes

 

you said
it's the thought
that counts
and the thoughts

 

hung around
your head
wishing it
had not been

 

a hay barn
but a cosy
warm bed
instead.

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