I hear the voice of a friend
Telling me that there is nothing
That I should worry about
There is nothing I should be depressed about
But even still, I find myself down
I find myself wondering
What the fuck am I still alive for
Yet I trudge on
I put a smile on my broken face
And a pep in my step
Even though i don’t feel it
I do
I hear the voice of a friend
Telling me to push through
To keep moving forward
That there is gold at rainbows end
But even still, I get depressed
I still feel down
I feel like the world is crashing down
And there is nothing I can do
Yet I still hear the voice of a friend
Yet I still wonder just when
That same voice will tell me
To fucking end it all
~Chrystal
Written on
January 30, 2013