Every day I wake up
With the hope you’ll be online
Fumbling through the day,
I go to sleep without you
And I know that it’s only for now
But everyday the depression worsens
As I don’t get to talk to you
But all this is just a person’s
Need to be near another person
Yet I know you are trying
To get everything in order
But all this is underlying
My need to be with you
And my want to hold you
Am I insane? Could I want a man
That will never be with me and still be true
No I highly doubt that
For the last ten years
He has wanted to be with me
With a passion so hot it sears
Both him and me, it does
Go to sleep without talking to you
I will, if that proves my love
And I do love you, so true
Yet this poem doesn’t have an end
Because I don’t want an end
Of you and I, and to you
All my love, to you, I send
~Chrystal
Written on
April 30, 2011