Now I am in a pickle
I started going out with Brian
But that’s not half of the problem
It’s the fact is that I know
Gene likes me too
But that’s the entire problem either
The problem resides in the fact
That I am feeling more than friendship
For Gene too, so I don’t know what to do
I have yet to meet Gene face to face
And I am hoping that it will happen soon
But just chatting online like we have
I’m thinking that there is more there too
But yet he has told me to go for that other guy
And I intend to but its like
I’ve got a monkey on my shoulder
And the devil I playing with my head
Because nothing is right
In fact everything’s wrong
Because of my traitor feelings
~Chrystal
Written on
April 12, 2011