Staring at the walls

Of my cardboard life

They are falling down

I can feel the strife

Love lost hatred gained

I can feel the loss of control

My life has always been

Anything but whole

Everything is fake

Life love happiness

But not pain – never pain

It’s the one thing you can’t miss

And as my walls fall around me

I can finally be sure

All the things I thought were real

Never really were



Written on

November 2, 2005

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Rereading  this poem I realised that pain is what I havealways felt. All those long years being with someone and yet still alone. Yet, I have change all that. I found a man who, even though is far away right now, he is coming to rescue me.

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