Staring at the walls
Of my cardboard life
They are falling down
I can feel the strife
Love lost hatred gained
I can feel the loss of control
My life has always been
Anything but whole
Everything is fake
Life love happiness
But not pain – never pain
It’s the one thing you can’t miss
And as my walls fall around me
I can finally be sure
All the things I thought were real
Never really were
~Chrystal
Written on
November 2, 2005