Why do I deserve
All this pain I have?
How come everything
Makes the pain so much worse?
Is there no way at all
For my pain to leave?
Why can’t I seem to get help
When I need it most?
Is there something wrong
With the things I do?
Do I honestly and truly
Deserve to eat this cake?
All I really want to know
Is, why choose me?
~Chrystal
Written on
January 14, 2001