I thought it was all going to be okay
Life would be better without you
For a long while since
It has been very true
Then I began to relive it all
All that we had been through
And realized one tearful night
My love for you was still true
I was going to act upon this
And tell you my heart was still yours
As it was fir so very long
I am sorry for all the hurt and I’ll heal the sores
Then everything went terribly wrong
Love for me you did not show
Yet sadly when confronted
You asked your friends why they went so low
This tore me up inside you see
The pain was so real and intense
But I never let it show
I never gave you any hints
Moving on is my next goal
To forget you is a must
Throw away my feelings for you
And let those tender emotions rust
~Chrystal
Written on
November 5, 2000