Baby

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Poetic Princess

As I touch my belly

Love surrounds me

My love for him has produced true love

Is this god’s proof

Or is it a test of my will?

Tears fall from my face

A seed has been planted

And I must tear it from me like a weed

My heart aches with the decision we have made

But in my heart I feel love will conquer all

We will produce another flower

When love is in full bloom

For now I will wonder what she would look like

Her hair in perfect curls

A gorgeous smile just like her daddy

A pretty pair of eyes

And a huge heart full of love and understanding

I will see her one day

I will hold her one day

I will tell her why one day

Time is such a monarch

It rules me

It causes me to make decisions I just don’t want to make

But I will close my eyes and pretend that everything is fine

I will name her and keep it to my self

I will love her but pretend I don’t care

I will smile and know it’s because she’s in me

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Abortion is a Woman's right- and although she may make that decision, that doesn't mean she doesn't have feelings...
Dedicated to Poetrie Deon'michele

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Tough call, beautiful write. I see the pain and emotion in your words, and I sympathize.