Almost twenty-three years I have been on this earth
I still haven’t found my value and worth
I am still undecided on what I will be
I’m still trying to figure out just how to be me
Been through more shit than a woman twice my age
I have struggled and tried and only end up in pain
My heart has been broken and my money is spent
I still don’t know where my happiness went
I cry at mere thoughts
And I sob singing songs
Sometimes it feels like everything is wrong
I’m lonely and sad and I need a man in my life
I’m ready to be called upon as wife
I’m a mother, a sister, a daughter, a friend
But I feel so alone and I can’t see the end
I wait for that man to come in to my world
To hold me and love me and make me his girl
I watched my man leave and I begged him stay
But he found love elsewhere so he went anyway
And still I am here sleeping all alone
Wishing someone would just call on the phone
I can’t stand this feeling of being just one
Sometimes I think that my search should be done
Why can’t he just fall right from the sky?
With smooth chocolate skin
And sexy brown eyes
A personality so great and a body so strong
Humor for days and conversation as long
I just need the company of a man worth my love
So until that day I’ll pray to the above
Please show me the man who will love me for life
The one that will hold me and call me his wife
The one who respects me and knows of my worth
The one that will have me as his only on earth
I know he’ll be here one day but I can’t stand the wait
I just hope he doesn’t get here a little too late
This one hit close to home. I ended up doing the same... praying to God to find the right one for me. That was October 3rd, 2000. That same afternoon, without trying at all, I met my wife-to-be. By October 10th we were engaged, then married in March, 2001. Just wanted to say, if you're looking above for help finding the right mate, you went to the right place :)
this was a powerful piece, although i never believed that any woman needs a man or vice versa love is always a beautiful thing 2 have. be patient and it will be your know not only what you want in a mate but what you don't want as well and do not accept or tolerate anything less.