i drank 2 bottles of vodka
then i popped them pills
i'm feelin kind of dizzy
like im bout to fall
whats the deal
people flippin
people trippin
like they care if i die
i know they dont give a fuck
that i have come to realize
now the room is spinning
and i can hear myself breath
all of a sudden it gets quiet
and there's nothing left to me
my friends told me not to do it
but i couldnt resist
it was a treat
thats no lie
for these young teen eyes
i was miserable im not tellin no fibe
i couldnt decide
if i wanted to die or to live
so i let the vodka and the pills choose
i guess they chose for me to snooze
cause when the vodka hit
the pills made me split
it put me in my own world
i was actually happy
there for a second
i thought i was in heaven
now im gone
and the whole worlds pretendin their sad
but i kno thats bull shit
i bet their all fuckin glad
so now u can live in peace
with no fear
and now this stupid bitch
cant cause u n e tears
now im dead
cause me dumbass was sick to the head
deep in pain
thinkin there was nuthin left to gain
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