vodka and pills

i drank 2 bottles of vodka

then i popped them pills

i'm feelin kind of dizzy

like im bout to fall

whats the deal

people flippin

people trippin

like they care if i die

i know they dont give a fuck

that i have come to realize



now the room is spinning

and i can hear myself breath

all of a sudden it gets quiet

and there's nothing left to me



my friends told me not to do it

but i couldnt resist

it was a treat

thats no lie

for these young teen eyes



i was miserable im not tellin no fibe

i couldnt decide

if i wanted to die or to live

so i let the vodka and the pills choose

i guess they chose for me to snooze



cause when the vodka hit

the pills made me split

it put me in my own world

i was actually happy

there for a second

i thought i was in heaven



now im gone

and the whole worlds pretendin their sad

but i kno thats bull shit

i bet their all fuckin glad



so now u can live in peace

with no fear

and now this stupid bitch

cant cause u n e tears



now im dead

cause me dumbass was sick to the head

deep in pain

thinkin there was nuthin left to gain

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is actually sort of like a rap

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Kenny Willingham's picture

whoa! i just saw where ya posted on my page and thought id check ya out.....i didnt have time to read much but i read this one and its frickin' awesome.....anyways , good job and i appreciate the post