Downword spiral

step after step i am falling

wanting to hold on to the rail

but there is no rail shtered gone

lower as I go closer i get to hell

and find my own body wanting it

why do i feel inspirede by it



where these stairs leads is hanting

darkness is growing confinding the light

my goals are not far from me fading shaking

falling down to pergatory my heven is in sight

why can i not hurl myself toward it

this downward spiral keeps me from it



each step is smaller and smaller as I go

I must find a way to stop this decent

must find a way to wake up yelling screaming

take these stairs and forget them, repent

I must keep my mind far from it

I must stay a chapter above it



the bonds that bind me to pergatory must break

the feeling of insicurity must fall apart

all my efforts must be bold striking fighting

all my actions must come from my heart

these steps are nothing but a dream forget it

this hell is nothing but a fake fight it



now i dream of flying on a sprial upward

watching the past of falure fade into the darkness

remebering when it controlled me forgeting repressing

bind my soul to this one fulling purpose

up ahead is distance steps hard to reach it

as I fly easy it is to fall must hold on to it

Author's Notes/Comments: 

random college night poem

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Good job i like how you write you'r poem's i can really get INTO the poem's it's like i can feel the emotion's, even tho i didn't write you'r poem.

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