The weight upon my shoulders which i choose to bear is starting to break me. Make me trip and make me fall. My knees are weak and my arms are heavy. This weight of shame and loneliness is to much to bear. I walk through the days with this weight. Slowly making me wither away and no one is here to help. I need the help of others before I finally become to weak. I have tried to call to others but they shrug me off as a loser and a freak. Eventually I will crack under this enormous weight and cease to exist and no one will miss the person I once was