Always said it wouldn't happen to me and I believed;
Such are the words of good intent.
I told myself that too at the time,
Gorged on lily-whites to reinforce my claims that
I was better, stronger,
Bigger in will with more wisdom than the rest.
But he'd always told me never to make bets...
Not without absolute certainty.
Never with me.
- He was always right -
Surprising that only now I choose to listen?
Now, as I lay floating, the helpless swimmer dodging sharks out in the sea
Clinging to what was; in effect, illusionary self-security
Telling myself that I'll do better than that
When there is no other/next time?
Now, as I'm trying to believe and be decieved.
wise poem.
i have also noticed that a partner that is not willing to "bet" on a relationship working, is a bad sign.