(London: Saturday, near dawn, September 8, 1888)
Our moments are too far apart and few.
Between times, every thought returns to you.
And I remember each one of your kisses:
and Memory can well preserve such blisses.
To be away from you so very long
seems (I confess it here) both right and wrong:
right that I should not exploit you the more---
so that some could suspect you are a whore;
wrong to deny myself the poetry
of your almost naked carnality.
That man you live with in that rented room
exults in madness, and dares to presume
that he owns you. The concept of possession
does not respect love, nor give it expression.
Much as I want to soothe yours, my own fears
attend your absence, and bathe it in tears.
My friends say, "Absence brings appreciation
to fever pitch in its anticipation."
But they dismiss it far too easily:
my soul lacks, when I lack your company.
I say this to you, bursting from my soul---
you make what has been broken in me, whole.
And who you are, not what, is far above
our bodies' happy penchant to make love.
Starward
There are aspects of this
There are aspects of this poem I can really relate to, and you articulate your emotions so beautifull. It's hard for me to write a poem of this nature without sounding too whiny. I enjoyed it ☺️
My mother was a rainbow
My father turned her grey
they loved me like a sky lantern
they watched me fly away