now my head is clear
I understand so many things that i never knew before
like how you feel
the "I dunno" barrier removed
now I know how you feel and possibly what you want
but still that fateful night plays in my mind like a broken record over and over something ill never forget
like what we were and what we are now
talking through a poem
understandably
I know now why u do it to spare me from unnecessary pain and suffering that you didn’t intentionally cause
but still why did it happen? that question i could and cant answer
maybe I wanted it to happen all along from day 1
or maybe the thought was planted in my mind
the question still remains, where are we headed??
to that question I lost sleep trying to answer it
I know that you don’t know either or do you?
wherever we are headed or wherever we go
I know well be friends forever
but now i realised
i pushed my fealings aside
to think with the cold rational
i dont actually like you
go 2 hell
thanx..that made me feel better, dont feel so guilty now!, n we will be friends, ya bet!!