on that fateful night I was given life
nine months later brought into a cruel sadistic world
through my years I get a so called education
directed by those above me in the social standings
rejected by those who are different to me
unsure of what to make of myself
as the years pass my ritual began
sex, drugs, rock n roll
it takes its toll
getting drunk, getting stoned its my life, its my way
this is my fate an unknown past hazed together with an over active imagination and an uncertain future
theses mould and shape me
into the person you see before you
the years will go by mundane and the same
being average at everything
bored and un stimulated
still looking for my emotions,
something to love something to hate
something anything even someone to make me feel alive
before my time runs out i have chosen my fate all i need to do now is die
strange..but i quite like it...n remember..FUCK THE WORLD!! n anyone who pisses ya off or doesnt like ya!!