(listening)
a nameless voice
inside my head,
i guess, it's only, me.
(exhale)
i breathe hastily
the underlying of a subconscious panic,
spilling through my dreams,
filtered guilt (a manic therapy)
inspiring this disconcerning eulogy, to mark
a suicidal relief.
pacing thoughts that cloud my thinking,
replacing the normal.
(so heavy are the memories i'm buried underneath.)
no logic can explain
the strength of bones,
those, skeletal remains that wait, gathering
in the closet, hauntingly
trying on my clothes.
lying is a reminder
of the truth that's never told.
This was very powerful christopher, I am at a complete loss for words and a little vexed- very moving piece.
Peace & Love
-christie