am i your hero now?
was i your martyr, ever?
i chose the way i did
and now,
it doesn't matter.
I'm still gone, your still hurt
words don't fill the empty space i left
there is no, rest in peace,
for me.
if you knew, even you
could not have turned me.
is that what you want to hear?
the truth?
that i was scared to face myself
but i would have let you,
i prepared a fate, and dealt with it.
your pain is all so wasted
as you, for me, are taken, for granted.
in this tasteless attempt
to reconcile,
your hurt, with my reasons
i hope you think me selfish,
i think you know me, now
the meanings that you're searching,
are short of me, unfound.
and i am no longer worthy,
i killed myself
i chose that way,
and now
it's too late,
i am a suicide gone.
life to me meant nothing,
i turned and walked away
and it's too late for sorry,
as you're the one that's paying
with sorrow at my grave.
Dear Sir,
You have a magnificent talent.
I can really relate to a lot of what you write.
This piece inparticular.
Keep it up!
~CJ~
At first i thought this was an optimistic piece, but as i read on i learned differently...boy did i ever. But the one thing i like about intelligent poetry is that it is not obvious, the ablilty to arise an emotion, and bring about the brutal reality.
You did just that!
I know what you mean by that, i feel that way to sometimes!
You know that every poet has someday wrote something like
this, in there life!
Melissa, your the best
This sounds very familiar. ...as only i know the true suicide king... once said by a great author unknown. You have serious undertones to your impecable word usage. love me