In our childhood home
You will open the door to the bathroom
the light isn’t the blinding fluorescent your used to
This time its a softer yellow and the bulb doesn’t flicker anymore;
Even though mom kept putting off buying a new one.
You may not notice but, what does draw your eye is the notes tapped to the mirror
Hundreds scattered and loosely taped onto the walls
They will cover your reflection entirely
And you will finally see
Thanks to the illumination of sunlight through the shower window
bright red sharpie, on lined school paper and my handwriting
You can read all the things I couldn't will myself
To tell anyone
Even you
And I’ll arrange them in that same style
I used to do with photos I tacked on my bedroom walls
That made your eyes look so adrift in the waves of faces.
And you’ll be too distracted in the wonder, you won’t notice your wet feet
And the slumped body leaning over the bathtub rim
Maybe you'll never see me like this and that's probably for the best
chilling
those last 2 lines were the most gripping part of the poem. Very well crafted work here. Feel free to check out my work if you get a chance.