We've grown so far apart that I
Am overcome with confusion
As to why this happened, I don't
Recollect the details clearly
There were none
It was a cold day in September of our
Freshman year, we decided to stop talking
We couldn't keep up with the ever consistant
Change of seasons
We decided to let go of what we held dear...
Everyday we told ourselves, we would strive
To create time for each other and
It slowly stopped happening
We faded into oblivion
And evaporated like water
On that cold day in September
We died, and became something different
Nothing worthy of notice -
Nothing worthy of a title
We just...collapsed.
Almost everyday since then, we
See each other in passing while
Pushing through crowds and moving to elsewhere
But it never fails for us to
Lock gaze for a single, quiet second
On that Autumn day of my freshman year, I
Let go of something very dear,
Something worthy of notice -
Something worthy of a title...
I lost
You.
Aw, Dea. I wish I could give her back to you. I knew how much she meant to you, and I can only fathom what this separation has done to you. I wish I could do something to help with this, but it's totally out of my hands. I hate that; not being able to help you. I suppose this is just one of those things that you need to deal with on your own. Just remember.. you'll never have to be alone. Because I'll always be here for you.
<2 always,
Kal-chan